The apartment where I live has NO TOILET within it nor provision for one to be installed and the building does not have any communal facilities either which leaves me without access to a lavatory when I am at home. So I have little choice but to improvise and seek alternative means to relieve myself whenever the need arises, thus the carpet, sink, bath, an empty bottle, my pants, the building itself or the bushes are constantly used as a makeshift toilet when I am desperate and cannot hold it any longer. Connected with the above, I have never been formally toilet trained so don't know how to use an actual toilet. Therefore if I need to urinate in public or when visiting someone, I cannot just go to the bathroom or men's room and have to discreetly find somewhere else to piss or otherwise wet myself. In addition, due to the above factors I go commando and do not wear any underpants. This is so that if I have to pee in my clothes then only one layer- my pants- gets wet if I am dressed. Though, I prefer to be naked as I feel too restrained in clothes. Let it all hang free!