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hey everyone, so before i start with this second entry i would like to thank all of my friend i have made on gbt. i would like to mention two members in particular. first sexychris94, thank you for encouraging me to make my profile on here. it was the best decision i've made in my life. second meandean65, my talks with you over the past week have been more help in this process than i can possibly mention. so thanks to both of you. so now on to my story. at the end of my last blog i told you that i was writing a letter to a woman that has been a second mom to me. well i completed the letter not long after i posted my story. then i rewrote it, then i hid it in a book. finally i decided it was time to tell her. so i kept the note with me in my pocket waiting for the right time to give it to her. well it truly seemed like the universe was conspiring against me. if it wasn't one thing that got in my way it was another. from unruly kids, to dogs acting crazy it just seemed like everyone was bound and determined to put her in a bad mood and scare me off. then today she realized that i was upset about something, and asked what was wrong. i wasn't quiet ready yet so i waited till we where driving to work. instantly i knew it was a bad idea for me to be the one driving, but i needed a reason to not look at her when i was talking. after a few minutes of me dragging out the conversation, she asked if i was upset about something her or her kids did, or if it was about my family, or if i did something i was ashamed of. i told her that it was about me but not something i was ashamed of. she looked at me and said "kyle are you gay?" i was so nervous that all i could do was nod my head and keep the car on the road. but as soon as i nodded yes to her, she instantly smiled wider that i have seen her smile before. she told me that she had known for years now but wanted to let me work it out on my own. she told me how proud she was for having the courage to finally admit to myself and to others who i am. she said everything that i needed to hear. and after we got home i told her kids what i told her, they where very supportive of me(their mother raised them right). now for the first time in m life i am living in a house where everyone knows that i am gay, and there is no longer any secrets for me to hide. i know that i am just starting in this new world of being openly gay, and i know not everyone will except me. but i also know that with their support i can face any opposition head on.

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One of the requirements of my probation and the thing that help keeps my sane is all of us that made it through rehab meet in a group, kind of like an AA meeting once a month. We are able to be ourselves and talk about our past with people who have been there and know our "demons" first hand. Anyway last night I was deeply saddened to find out that a friend, who I had been on the street with, indeed we had helped each other survive. Had committed suicide. There were no warning signs, he was one of Cecilia's patients she said he showed no signs. No cries for help. He just opened the arteries in his wrists and bled out on his kitchen floor. Cecilia told me that most often people who want to commit suicide dont talk about it they just do it without warning. I am really confused and upset and depressed about this. Randy did not have HIV. He was a great looking guy with a lot going for him. Cecilia had helped him get his GED and next year he was going to start junior college. He didnt leave a note. Why would he throw everything away? I am sorry to write this depressing blog this morning but I cannot share this with anyone at work without revealing my past. I just needed to vent Thanks for listening

I can't seem to download any movies. When I click DOWNLOAD and click the next link I go to a black page that shows the movieAND when I save it it comes out as barachive instead of MP4 Was never like that before...ANYBODY knows Whaz UP?

Turn up your noses if you must, but this is one of those tales that can only occur in that vortex of life, work and bureaucracy. The US Social Security Administration reprimanded an employee last month for allegedly creating a "hostile work environment" by regularly passing gas at the office, according to an official letter sanctioning the worker. The agency said it withdrew its action against the employee before the letter was publicised. "When senior management became aware of the reprimand it was immediately rescinded," agency spokeswoman Dorothy J Clark. The agency also did not respond to questions about the status of the employee and what actions it has taken instead to address co-workers' concerns. The reprimand letter, which came from the agency's Office of Disability Operations, cited 60 documented instances of the worker passing gas in his office over about 12 weeks The episodes occurred as much as nine times a day, according to a log the employee's supervisors created after his alleged offenses continued for more than three months. According to the reprimand letter, the man told a supervisor in July that he would start turning on a fan in his work space, but the manager said such action would only "cause the smell to spread and worsen the air quality in the module." In August, the man told a supervisor that he was lactose intolerant and would find something to help deal with his problem, the letter said. But the log showed the issue continued for the next several months. The worker provided proof of medical conditions that could prevent him from working full days at times, but the disability operations manager said: "Nothing that you have submitted has indicated you would have uncontrollable flatulence. It is my belief that you can control this condition." - Washington Post

A Miami woman has been jailed on contempt charges after flipping off a judge during a drug possession hearing. Miami television station NBC 6 reported that on Monday, local time, 18-year-old Penelope Soto laughed when Circuit Judge Jorge Rodriguez-Chomat asked how much her jewellery was worth as he inquired about her financial assets. The judge told Soto to be serious and Soto said she was. He set Soto's bond at US$5000 (NZ$5958) and said bye-bye. Soto laughed again and replied, "adios". He summoned her back and reset her bond at US$10,000. Soto asked whether the judge was serious and he said, "I am serious. Adios". Soto flipped him off and blurted an expletive as she walked away. Unamused, the judge called her again and sentenced her to 30 days in jail. - AP

A dear friend whos name was Riverdog was a mumber of GBT. He was a gunney in the U.S.MARINES. About a month ago gave his life to save a young gay kid who he did not know that night, Gunney saw this young man being beaten for being gay, As Riverdog was exiting a gay club with friends saw what was happening jumping into action old gunney saw the kid was as good as dead, so he drew his weapoon and ordered tham to stop, That is when things went very wrong very fast, the man turn and fired at our old frend Riverdog hiting him, as a good combat harden Marine gunney got a killing shot off before he died that night. Ask me why iam till you all this, will i think being gay is you and others need to get over it, hating and bulling someone for being who thay are is very wrong in my book. Iam not gay, but my mentor was and we all in his uint had the most respect for gunney, he look out for the young gay Marines and help them become stronger person. So guys help each other become a stronger community.for i know the war you are in will end in you will be victors.

It is okay to be honest with me, I am quite dirty minded. All sorts of things turn me on and turning you guys on with my uploads turns me on. I just uploaded quite a few solo and fetish solo clips, lets hope they get approved. Not all of them will be for everyone but they make me horny at least; I know I'm dirty minded and have some strange fetishes but at least I'm honest about it. Vanillia and mainstream gay porn you wont find much of that here and I don't intend to upload much of that kind of stuff. If you like the gay hardcore, fetish, and kinky stuff though I think you will enjoy most up my uploads. Talk to you later guys and keep jerking, Lonely Guy

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<p>lets all give someone a smile, none of the witty comments, but they can be quite witty I suppose. Lets all give the friend next to us that thing that desnt cost anything, A BIG SMILE, says a lot and can bring a tear to a lost soul....</p>

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