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Create New Blog EntryFirst I had to misrepresent my pptogile. If anyone found out about this I would get the fuck beat out of mme forever. Just a sgort recao my broother was into drugs heacted like he loved me annd would protect me. He got me to suck his dick and then 2 of his friends he kept bringing more and more guys slowly. After I mastered cocksucking he worked on my hole so I could take a 10 inch cock by 11. He used to pimp me out, bbrings guys home from the bar. He talked my parents into me living in hiis apt at 12. I by then was widely known as probably the biggst cum dump in the whole area. I was maing him betweeen $300 and %500 a week and he was happy. I was still blwing and sucking all his friends or guys he would just meat. I fuck bareback, they cu in my hole, I swallow cum annd drink piiss upon request. For $30 they get a video. I am now 19 Ihave ZERO friends. I ama small 5'6 140 pounds. It happens once or twice a month dudes will pick me up thrrow me in theiir ccar and fuck me as long as tey want some charge some dont and there is not one person I even know. Obviously I have never had a bf.
This onee dude at one of the frats I do a party for once a week called. When I was 11 or so college guys where the place my brother made most of his money. He'd give them a free party and the charge admission up to 20 or 25 guys and keep it. I now just do 1 frat.
One night about a month ago aa guy named Tont who is 23 was interested how I ebded up like this. It was 4 am and he had been doing coke. So I told him the whole and some is relly grossand on video. He was really pset and then he saaid I guess that coulld have happened to me and was silen. My brother still actively pimps me out or he said he will beat my ass every day annd thats the only thing I'm good for he said haldf the state knows you are the number one biggest cum dump anywhere in the state, SoI am fucked as usual. I haave too give him any money make and I get $50 a day. Well this relly nice guy said lok if I help to get you out of this and my frat finds out you will totally fuck me. They plan on keeping you here a long time even if they have to pay your brother more. My brother told them as long as I woek there any of them can fuck me ffor free anytime and thier friends or whoever but no blacks. It because he doesnt want my hole any bigger. This guy says look you need $5000 and move to Arizona I hav a lot of friends but yoou absolutely can not have sex with them unless a guy says hes gay and even then you make sure and only if he is dating you. If you ay no to anything we just drop it no big deall.. I said dude I have been the biggest cum dump foe almost half my life no one asks to fuck me they jsut do and I want one boyfriend I'd never cheat on. So its goigto be hard and he said me and you will work together you will ruin mme if anyone knows I even eal with you so keep it quiet and dont telll onne person promise I started rying yes I just want this to stop I want to die but I am too much of a pussy. He askked so you know just what an enormous aamount I am putting on the line foor you please dont make me be sorry I said I will do whhatever you say fforever. He sais well sucking me and fucing me your ass is the sweetest I ever fucked I saaid Ok He said I am kidding . So he is going to another university and try and get frat houses he says 3 charge one 200 and the others 300 we are gettig a bank account that requires 2 signatures to get money out. He said we need to start ggetting you parties. He said dude you are smoking hart $150 a party up to 20 or we can make special arrangements. I said I don't know how to do that. He said no I am doing it. I can roll these assholes. i thinkk the parties will be where the money is.
Now this all took place over a week nd I was afraaid to talk about it,, ut I have no clue how I willl get away and he said he has it worked hhe said his goal is me staying with his 2 best friends within a year. He said I UST call him everyday at 1AM our tiime and if I lie one time its over. I mean dude really made like give him my soul. He called today a party for 16 guys from the baseball team and got me $200 thats on Saturday afternoon from 11 to 5. So things may be looking up. I am changing my opinion aaboout people this guy has nothig to gain and everyday for the buggest cum dump in the state for he last 10 years/.
Lol it occurs to me I should participate more. I just passed my 1700th day of membership. A lot has changed in those 5 years. Came out, earned a college degree, and found an amazing boyfriend. We've been dating over 2 years and we live together. I think I want to ask him to marry me. It's a big decision. What do you all think? I love him and I am not getting any younger.