Blogs, Page 910

Songs. Each day we hear them. They are everywhere. In our heads, our cars, our tvs, and radios. They make us cry, they make us laugh, and most importantly they make us feel good inside. Too many times, I hear songs, without really listening to them. Without actually grasping the emotions put in every letter and every single word. If you pay attention you can hear the sadness, the pain and every other emotion. You can hear the defiance, the power of a single voice. A song is never flawless, you can hear every note, every crack in a persons voice. Thats what makes it real. Songs give you a glimpse into the troubles of the rest of the world. Close your eyes and listen. Listen with your heart, listen with your soul. Let the emotions wash over you. Let the words touch you. Let them into your head. I guess I had to hit rock bottom again to figure this out. But I am fine with it. I would hit rock bottom a million times, to learn a million lessons of life. I've tried so hard to fight with the problems in my life. I don't want to fight them anymore. Right now I can't afford to care about them. I'll push them out of my mind, because I will not let them control me. I'm taking my damn life back. I'm going to be happy,I'm going to hit the ground running and no one can stop me this time. I'm gonna flourish, I'm gonna laugh, I'm gonna sing, and I'm gonna scream for the whole world to hear. Yes, I am pouring my heart out into this blog. Yes, every word is full of emotion, and yes, I will do it again. I've done things that I'm not proud of, I have regrets just like any other person out there. I have dreams, I have hopes. Some might even say that I deserve every bad thing that I've been handed. I can't say that I agree or even disagree. I am the only person that can free my mind. Im still finding myself, I don't truly know who I am or who I want to be in life. I have felt true love once in my life, not the kind of love that you give to family. The kind of love that makes you revolve around that person, the kind of love that brings tears to your eyes if you imagine leaving them. The kind of love that helps you finish each others sentences. A love that seems to good to be true. A love that keeps them on your mind at all hours of the day. I don't know too much about what life has in store for me, but I do know one thing. I want that kind of love, and I won't give up until I find it. -Danny

In the few days I've been here I have already been asked several times why I choose to abstain from sex. I thought I would explain it to everyone at once. When I was on the streets I was very popular. I had anywhere from 5 to 15 clients in one night. Some used comdoms most didnt (they paid an extra $100 not to use a condom) Somewhere in that time I was infected. I know it was from sex because I never did needles, meth being my poision of choice. When I got busted and put into rehab I was 16 I had been with hundreds of men. I was the skinny twink that everyone wanted. Then came the news, I was HIV positive. Wait I was a kid! How could this happen to me? Well it did, all the gallons of cum churning inside me did the deed, one or more of the tricks had AIDS and infected me and who knows how many I infected after that. My parents refused to let me come home, Dear Daddy was into Chicago politics and it wouldnt look good for his son to be a street hustler so I went to a halfway house. In the halfway house there were other guys like me who had been on the streets young and hot. Each of us had been through so much and most had some kind of chemical dependancy we were fighting, sex was not much of an issue. Meth is a monster of a habit to beat, but knowing that you have HIV and that using METH on top of it will kill you faster gave me a true incentive. I watched the others in the house slip, back they would fuck each other at night or use heroin. I was determined not to fall back into that trap. There were 4 of us in my room. I was the first to get out. When I did my social worker Cecilia, a delightful no nonsense woman, kind of like a grandma/ drill seargent got me a stock boy job at Home Depot which I love, (You should see my biceps from lifting lumber all day MMMMmmmmmm) And she helped me get an apartment with a subsedized rent so I can make it with my pay. I have at work how are friends because they like me not because they want to fuck me. Now that I am a part of the "real" world as I call it I made the decision not to release the poision that I carry from my old life on some unexpecting person. I am a very heavy cummer, in otherwords I produce a lot of semen. Every drop could contain the AIDs virus. I ruined my early life with poor choices. I dont want to let a moment of passion ruin some other persons life. You can say, "use a condom" but condoms break, or dont cum inside him, but I leak a lot, or do oral there are 100 reasons you can give me to try it. I can give you 1, my semen can kill someone. I have thought of looking for a HIV positive partner, however a lot of the sexually active HIV men are so active they have other STDs they simply don't care anymore. I dont want to add anything. Thats the last thing I need is Hep C or something else as my Immune system is already compromised. So that is my story, that is my decision as to why I dont want to have sex with another person. Blowup dolls are out of the question, I couldnt stop laughing! So its just my Right hand on odd days , my left hand on even days and my fleshlight on Sunday.

What's wrong with the download function? :(

Who loves erotic stories, view porn, especially the stories lived on boats between sailors on the high seas? If so, I told you could, some of which I myself participate.

*Be honest* if this was the last day of your life what would spend it doing...

Well have been here 900 days and would not miss a day.I am more of a qiet reader then a writer.This site is the best site i no of.Keep up the good work love you all.Bye the way my name is Jerry ( Jeremy )

hey all im searching mr right/ my soul mate so im just wounding if anyone on here that's got a great personality and great sense of laugher and don't judge people by their looks and judge them for who they are as a person and what they are like on the inside... so if interested please leave a comment or message me please Greg :)

<p>I just lost my 3 day load after edging it on here awhile. How many days old is your load?</p>

<p><img src="http://vcet.me/album156734_48757" alt="" width="628" height="379" /></p>

<p>Here is a story about a gay man awarded compensation for abuse and harrassment by psycho employers <a href="http://www.gaynz.com/articles/publish/2/article_14484.php">http://www.gaynz.com/articles/publish/2/article_14484.php</a></p>

<p>I'm well aware of the Live Cam Chat feature of the site, but, I'm wondering if they'll ever implement a chat client where we can all talk to each other as a group, in private, have rooms, etc.</p> <p>The blogs are great to write stuff for everyone to enjoy and comment, but I'm just thinking of what you'd do if you want to talk to certain people/person - though there is PM'ing for that of course. Not to mention most of you, I bet, switch to Skype and the like to chat to those people you consider worth talking to.</p> <p>I'm just wondering really - one of those things I thought of while invisibily judging you all behind my non-subscribed self MUAHAHAHAHA! :D</p>

<p>Tomorrow I'm going cloths shopping and would like to get some new sexy cloths, what kind of underwear, socks, tops, pants would you recommend for me to buy? Thanks:) JakeJake</p>

<p>So Glad to see my Marine back in town .Even if its just for 2 weeks .</p> <p>

<p><img src="http://i.imgur.com/EwQj66v.jpg" alt="" width="480" height="757" /></p> <p>

<p><img style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" src="http://i.imgur.com/5VXtXra.jpg" alt="" width="419" height="314" /></p> <p><img style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" src="http://i.imgur.com/uBPi0KR.jpg" alt="" width="419" height="490" /></p> <p>

<p>just to get some feed back.</p> <p>im married with kids, i love my wife, and my family , more than anything. but i am bi, but prob more gay than straight.</p> <p>i have no intention of leaving my wife, but do look at gayporn, and have cammed with guys before.</p> <p>i have never cheated on my wife, and dont think ever would.</p> <p>but there is a guy i work with who is bi (sometimes) who i have a massive crush on, and he hasnt said no or yes, but i really want him. i dont think i would fuck him though.</p> <p>am i a bad person for looking at gay porn?or looking at a guy and wanting him? </p> <p>i know ive made a lifestyle choice, and ifullt intend on keeping to it, but is it wrong to look and fantise?</p>

<p>I have noticed several youung guys in the photo collections that look to be from eastenr europe or maybe south america have scars just abouve the belt line. I think I remember reading about young people in those places are now selling some body parts especially a kidney on the black market for much needed cash for their familys. Has anyone else noticed the scars I mention of or heard of the selling of organs? Just wondering as when I see them now I feel guilty for some reason looking at their naked pics. Like by doing so I'm contributtin to their explotation or something. There has always been a much better demand for some human organs than the supply through regular leag means.</p>

<p><img style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" src="http://i.imgur.com/wH5Oazj.png" alt="" width="634" height="130" /></p> Day of Silence (April 17, 2015) <p style="margin: 0px 0px 1em;">Silence can create change!</p> <p style="margin: 0px 0px 1em;">Thatâ??s why every year hundreds of thousands of students across the world take a vow of silence on a Friday in April. This quiet but powerful, student-led action raises awareness about the silencing effect of anti-LGBT bullying, harassment and discrimination.</p> <p style="margin: 0px 0px 1em;">Anyone can organize a Day of Silence activity or event, and it can be a powerful way to band together and take a stand. Learn more about how to register, organize, what your rights are, and what to do if those rights arenâ??t being respected.</p> <p style="margin: 0px 0px 1em;">Strength in numbers. Solidarity in silence.</p> <p style="margin: 0px 0px 1em;">http://glsen.org/participate/programs/day-of-silence</p>

 

How to stop this, I don't really want anything like this to my blogs, I'm sure 99% agree with their own blogs... Disgusting.