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CJ came by today to let me know that he was back from school, he had let his folks know he was going to be staying with me because their house was too crowded with visiting family, and I'm home alone. He put his bags in my bedroom and bounced out the door with a broad grin, to do whatever. I got a pretty good chuckle out of his claim to my bedroom.

 I can't say that I'm at all surprised that he didn't ask or anything else, just made that decision and told me. Some days I have a very hard time dealing with that. But what the fuck it's Christmas, and I'm going to enjoy myself no matter what. The truth is, even if his ways are a little hard to swallow (pun?) I really do like it all. It's still pretty foreign to me. This taking orders, at times not speaking my mind, accepting his ways. But I like it. I like it enough that I'm getting hard just thinking about it. I haven't forgotten who I belong to...

More later.

-- Alter