Matty72's Blogs

Hi how is everyone doing I hope you are all keeping well and everything is going OK for you and you are all staying safe I know I haven't been on hear for a bit but I haven't been feeling to good as I been feeling very down and depressed and my eczema been getting me down as I'm still scratching and it's itchy but it clearing up a bit I just feel like no one likes me and they think I'm a freak losser idiot weird a waste of space and a joke and I'm easily picked on and bullied as I suffer from depression and anxiety and have panic attacks and I have a mild learning disability and find it very hard to understand things and follow things and easily get confused and muddled and frustrated and I don't know what I'm doing I have very low to none self esteem very low to none self esteem and no confidence no good at anything and I'm short cubby ugly unfit and my body is all out of shape and I still live at home with my parents and I can't work and I always blame myself for everything and I'm a cruse and I find it very hard to trust people and I find it very hard to cope and deal with everything in my life and life itself and I always say who would go out with someone like me