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This is long and will bore most. But anyone that has some time today to read this and psychoanalyze it may find it to be an interesting case study type challenge. If nobody responds that’s OK too. I have wanted to get this in writing for over a year so there is a satisfaction achieved in just putting this to paper.

Regarding late in life foot fetishes, I'm very curious if this has happened to other guys. Actually I guess it is not a “real” or traditional foot fetish but I don’t want to get ahead of myself.  I'm really interested if anyone has any idea what's going on in a person's brain that would lead to one day seeing a video that instantly redefines everything you thought you knew about your sexual preferences. What element of the content has created this situation of obsession? If there are any closeted Freud’s out there please feel free to speculate even if it a nutty theory.

As I understand it, foot fetishes are almost always detected from a very early age. In fact, I know people who can trace it back to their crib years - as in their foot fetish is right there with the very earliest memories they have. If not a crib thing, foot fetishes at the very least seem to stem from toddler and/or adolescence. I don't have any close friends that have a foot fetish so there has not been anyone for me to have a conversation with that knows me and knows the fetish and may be able to shed some light.

I have never had a foot fetish. Ever. In fact, I can't ever remember even to this day looking at a guy’s feet in a sexual way. Feet are stinky and the thought of the actual anatomy of the foot could not possibly interest me less. I have always been a baseball player so my life with men’s feet has been exclusively of the dirty, stinky, non-sensual variety. Feet to me, and this includes to this day, are simply a tool for walking. I get caught a lot staring at another boy's butt (if it is bubbly); I am drawn to other men's curves and even think eyes can be sexy. But as I said, the only time I have any interest in looking at a guy’s feet is if they are the person in front of me in a slow moving line that I can't see the front of.

A few weeks after my 18th birthday I was checking out some porn on VK (no, I don't claim to have never watched porn before 18. I've been a tube site crasher since I was 14 and actually looking at women as much as men). The only reason I mention the 18th birthday is because I can remember the exact video I watched over a Labor Day weekend. I also think the 18 mention is relevant to the core of my curiosity - which is why I developed the fetish so late.

Here's the deal though, I don't think I have a normal foot fetish. My fetish is for a very specific type model in a very specific type video. All of the other foot fetish videos I see that are not as specific either creates zero interest or many times actually skeeves me out. For example, I am definitely NOT turned on by dirty feet, socks, and foot licking. Those elements that seem to be part of the core curriculum for any accomplished foot fetish-er (don't think that's a word, but...) is as distasteful to me as it has been my whole life.

I guess this is where the armchair psychiatrists will find the clues that may help me figure this out:

The only videos I like have a few of major "must have" elements.

1. The model must be a twink! While I am actually into many different types of men of all ages, the only thing I want to see in my foot videos are twinks of the most stereotypical fashion. The more hairless, skinny and soft they are the better! But if they are not a twink I don't even give the video 10 seconds.

2. This may sound weird, but I only like videos where the guy is sitting on the floor facing the camera. I will drop a couple of examples in this post that will show what I mean.

3. Generally, I want it to be only the one guy. This is significant because I am about scream some days at the sheer volume of solo videos populating tube sites. Give me 2 buddies (web cammers preferably) any day of the week over a solo video. Yes there are some amazing and exceptional beauties out there that captivate me enough to watch a solo but if solos were outlawed tomorrow I would be A-OK with that. But the foot boy has to be alone.

4. This is an important one - if it were not for this last one I would be the happiest person in the world because my choice of unique content is nearly limitless if I did not "need" this to be an aspect of the video. The guy MUST touch his crotch or "accidentally" be exposing himself in some form. That's not so easy to find. In 99.9% of the videos that satisfy every other requirement I am looking for the guy does not touch himself in any non-incidental way. Like I said, there are millions of videos on YouTube alone that fit the bill in every other way but they are completely non sexual. Even with the most extraordinary boy show his feet in the proper position is completely unviewable to me if he is not being what I call "a bit naughty".

I am lucky to have a gig where my money is pretty good. I support myself and pay full tuition, no loans at school with what I earn. I don't have any really dangerous to my wallet vices. I smoke a little bit of weed but don't do coke or heroin or anything too hard that can break your bank. I don't gamble or even pay the lottery. I don't have time to go out and blow money in clubs (they suck anyway until I am 21). I'm not impetuous in any way and have had a life where I really needed to learn respect for money very early. The point is that I don't really have anything that interests me that threatens my bank account.

HOWEVER, there are videos, many in fact, where the perfect storm of my requirements comes together and it makes me completely fucking insane. Meaning I look at these videos and I say to myself "If this kid was willing to do this for money I would literally give him every dime on me and up to my ATM limit to have him do it for me/with me. Don't think badly about my willingness to pay for sex - I'm quite OK with the concept lol. As a matter of fact, there is nothing more of a true fetish within me that finds if fucking sexy, hot and empowering to pay for sex. The best sex I have ever had always involved an exchange of value in one direction or the other when it was over. Couple that with my perfect storm foot boy and I would lose everything I had for the right boy(s) and not even think twice about feeling guilty the next day. I would have to literally start from scratch but it would not bother me enough to discourage me from doing it again (and again). The right foot boy scares me - he is my crack cocaine, heroin and slot machine all rolled into one. Fortunately, I would never begin to know where to look for it and I am too smart to reach out to anyone in an online video.

If you read this far, any idea why I find this content so powerfully erotic that I would risk it all if I could get it?

Here is an example of what I am talking about with the position of the camera, physical attributes of boy and naughty innuendo. It has all the elements. I would have preferred more naughtiness but the crotch grab at the beginning and the magic at about 47 seconds is enough to make this 10 stars!  :-P

Sexy teen boy showing off his feet

My Kingdom ---

TEENBOY LIKE HIS FEET

Might rob a bank for this one!

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And finally, this is such a perfect example and I want to know WHY does this make me fucking insane when I don't really like feet?!?

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