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When I grip my throbbing head and close my eyes, I see visions of a bright corridor filled with angels fluttering effortlessly among chubby cherubs playing spiritual music on small golden harps. I float along naked on a soft fluffy cloud, surrounded on all sides by brilliant plumes of golden light. A sense of calming graciousness fills my heart with warmth as I approach the glowing figure, both imposing and awe inspiring, who takes me by the hand and peers into my soul.

"This one has loved. This one is loved"

I struggle to respond, but cannot.

"It is His will that this one return to his mate, for He has judged them worthy of His blessing."

A powerfully intense light strikes fear in me, causing me to recoil in horror. I am cold as I feel the eyes of many touch my body. Suddenly it feels as though I am failing into a dark and cruel abyss. When I open my eyes, my lover is there, curled around me in a strange bed, surrounded by candles and flowers.

I close my eyes and say nothing, for I have been touched by His grace. I am in love.