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well wishes to all who have friend me here from the aspie queer :)

Blog Last Activity 12 years ago 430 views 8 comments
the fakers make it too much for me to stay. i have hope that we have other place by now like the no porn boyspop but dont know what go on and not like attack nick at all cos he do a lot just keep this place and get smackup with complainin enough.

to the guys who friend me and like chat and are so real and we talk about things more than a pic or video, i really love you as me friends. i try to start a little place but now am like bullied a way from there cos of one or two who think they own that space but i know who really does. just too much and maybe because im aspie but when i try to do things like setup support site and then get told it not good enough and im like well- you help me? no i dont need that.

i hope some will come copy the links to trevorproject and malesurvivor to put on their profiles and reach out spread word of help for all hurtin.

im ok and actual meet someone here who i know i am in love with and i give him all time he needs cos know love is patient and kind. no rush. hell, im not turn 21 until july.

so i say fare well from here before sunday start in east usa and if ever we see each other somewhere else you hear me say 'cead mile failte' means 100,000 welcomes if i ever get a new place goin. just lot to think about right now and laugh all you want but i rather be in love with so special a guy i meet on porn site than never have love at all!

so take care and i wish all happiness and peace in this life and also like always, big hugs and buddy love from me to you

~billy

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12 years ago

this not about a pity party cos i learn long ago naught come to them! this more about other person i am truly in love with no matter how crazy some might think that be. im wait a bit cos this one i love in diff time zone and we get cut off in convo earlier so of course he worth wait for earth to turn a little more. i know i got other buddies here and dont want to leave them but we can always meet up somewhere else online. but taddys, you tell me true, this place mean more to you than me? you stand with a few who say 'we will miss you' led by one who you know not so great? well, ok, i do love you this much that i wait a little and if we talk then ok take on the bullshit togetha. after all, you said we could, but now things all mix up and need discussin ~ or your knight in g550 not even take off.

letsGO
letsGO
12 years ago

billy buddy, where the fuck you going? i finally found a good friend, was gonna ask to crop my new avatar pic, stick around please...just sit back, relax and if you have to, take time off from here, but don't delete this account i think you got too many friends here...brian

12 years ago

i was going for tough love with my comments.

12 years ago

thank you mike. i been work on problem between my ears for 15 years with some best doctors in the world. must do something since accept to harvard on friday. god how condescending you are. just cos older dont mean wiser.

12 years ago

ya - live without love. but at least i choose to live.

aray520
aray520
12 years ago

Pity the Living and above all those that live without love.

12 years ago

good luck billy. i believe you take yourself too seriously. have faith in people. people are stronger than you think. today gay people have it much better than ever. there is more freedom and acceptance than ever. you are showing frustration in your life from what i don't know. this isn't an emergency hotline site. this is a social site to share feelings, questions, experiences as well as porn. you will leave as a weak person. stay and change your attitude about life. work on your problems between your ears. i see the world as a perfect place. everyone gets what they need or ask for. take a positive look at the world you live in and smile. you are a lucky boy with a world of ability and very cute too. enjoy...mike.

12 years ago

I know yourt and I know your pain and I understand. You knowhow to reach me if you ever need me. GOOD by Little Brother. Be HAPPY and "Dance Billy Dance" ' dancing will let you be FREE like electricity'. Andy XXXOOO